Month: June 2005

I feel really bad all yesterday… and I feel really bad all last night. I keep having dreams of quiting my job and going to Shanghai. I just feel like I lost all that I’ve been waiting for and hoping for for the last couple of years. I waited until she graduated… then she left …

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It is all over…. Now I am all alone….what can I do… I am all alone again….4 years and now I am alone ….alone and alonealone.

It is Friday…. I am still at work right now…. I thought about taking a break… so I thought I write in my blog a bit. Well… lately … I been really hating weekends. Weekends just means I will be all alone again. It is tough… my mind starts to wonder when I am just …

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Do people still read my blog??

I been dreaming alot lately. I been dreaming about Hsiu and me. Some were good and some were bad. I sometime feels like, I like it better in my dream world. I am so lost….

Tuesday today…. I just had my morning Perl class… Yeah… I do know perl… but It is interesting to get a refresher course. It is way to simple right now. Anyway… because I been so out of it… I sometime get urges to buy stuff. So I guess I will list what I have some …

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Well, since it has been a while since I last posteded… yesterday doesn’t count… I figure I will list some of the things that have happened since the last time I wrote in my blog. 1) Hsiu Hsiu was here for a week in May. She flew in to Seattle and immediately we flew to …

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it has been a while since my last post…how’s life???… well… it is just going ….